Intensive Practice

Risa grabbed Ai from behind, not giving her time to escape. She kissed her suddenly, not giving her time to speak and as far as Risa knew, Ai wasn´t trying to stop her at all.

The two girls were in the middle of the living room. Slowly, they got close to the couch as their kiss became more intense. Risa simply put her hands on Ai´s waist, as the other put her arms behind her neck. Suddenly, they feel on the couch, but that didn´t stop them from kissing.

Risa played with Ai´s hair while their bodies tried to fit on the new surface below them. When they were more comfortable, they kissed again, and they kept doing it for a long time. And just when Risa was thinking how good it felt, Ai pulled back.

“What? Did I do something wrong? Tell me I didn´t do something wrong!”, the reaction queen asked in panic. Ai just took a breath.

“It´s not that… It´s just that… Is this really necessary?” Ai asked, looking really embarrassed.

“Definitely!”, Risa said, trying to get closer to Ai, but a hand on her forehead stopped that movement.

“Mame, you told me we were going to practice today”, Ai stated in a very serious voice.

“And what do you think we are doing? This is practice!”, Risa said in a very innocent way.

“We don´t have any kissing scene in the play! In fact, we don´t really get that much close…”

“You are missing the point, Ai-chan! You are Cinderella, and I´m the Prince. We love each other. And we have to transmit that love to the audience, but how are we supposed to do that if there is no proximity between us? We have to give our characters a connection… Let´s call it a Love-Environment.”

“Love-Environment”, Ai said, rising an eyebrow.

“Yeah, like a way to confirm that their love is real without using words”, Risa said, finishing her self-made explanation.

“And if we kiss, that environment will be more credible? ”, AI asked, incredibly sounding convinced by Risa´s words.

“In every single way”, Risa said in a very pleasant way, realizing that her plan was successful.

“You´re sure?”, Ai said, biting her lower lip. “It´s not just an excuse to make out?”

“How can you say that?”, Risa exclaimed, trying to sound very offended. “It´s for the sake of the play. Trust me”.

“Okay, if you say so…”

“Now, come here, my Cinderella…”, Risa said, and just jumped over Ai. She really enjoyed Ai´s lips, so soft and warm. In a way she was feeling kind of guilty for make that kind of trick to Ai, but she just couldn´t resist any longer. There she was, her naïve leader right below her, and it was all for her to taste.

The kiss just lasted forever. Risa never wanted it to end, but when she felt one hand on her breasts, and another slightly touching her underwear, she couldn´t help but stop for a moment.

“Ai-chan…”, she started, but the contact of the tip of Ai´s fingers and her skin almost made her jump of excitement. She was blushing so much, as her body didn´t knew how to react. Too late she realized that the tramp was set for her. When she started to speak, the words just mumbled…

“Ai-chan… What… are you… doing?”

Ai simply got closer to Risa, putting her lips as almost touching her ear. Her hands didn´t stop playing with the youngest body while she said a single sentence before the practice turned into a whole new direction, so much beyond Risa´s plans.

“I´m just making a deeper Love-Environment”

And so the practice continued. It wasn’t Cinderella at all, but still they enjoyed it. And love was confirmed, without using words.

Feeling Sexy.

Ai looked at herself in the mirror, admiring how she looked. That white dress was so beautiful, like some sort of a summer wedding dress. For some reason she started to remember that time while recording Osaka Koi no Uta. She really loved those costumes! She thought that all of the members looked very good in those outfits. Whenever she wasn´t shooting, she stayed behind the cameras looking at the monitor while the others were doing their personal dances for the PV. But the dress she was wearing now was so much more beautiful, and it looked good on her. She smiled watching her reflection, trying to notice how much she had grown. Her body really had changed since she entered Morning Musume, but for some reason she just didn’t feel like it. For her, time had not passed since she was a new member, and it was very odd when other people or even the older girls told her that she had grown up very well. And when someone told her she was kind of sexy, she just started to laugh. Sexy? No way! She never believed that kind of statements. Sexy were Maki, Rika, Yossy in her Mr. Moonlight outfit – but she wouldn´t tell that to anyone, Miki -but she would never tell that to her. Even among the current members there were sexier girls, like Koharu on her photo books, or Eri when she wasn´t spacing out. Even Junjun sometimes was sexier, with that pretty face of hers. But the sexiest of all would always be the one who was getting dress behind her.

“Are you ready yet?” Ai said trying to sound somewhat angry. “We don´t have that much time, you know?”

“Give me a minute!” a voice said behind a curtain. Next, a figure came walking to appear next to Ai, trying to get a look at herself in the mirror.

“My good, I love this dress!” said Reina, while making posses at the mirror.

That was sexy, Ai thought, but she corrected herself. Reina was always very sexy. Her manners at talking, walking, and posing were always right. Everything Reina does, says and wears becomes sexy somehow. Well, she was also very yankii, but coming from her wasn´t scary at all – not like Nakazawa. If people were to call someone sexy, that should be Reina and no one else.

Ai smiled at the girl. She could never compete with someone like her.

Reina turned to Ai, looking very happy.

“This outfit is very nice, right?” Reina said, and started to pose again.

“Yeah, it´s very beautiful,” Ai said, still smiling at the girl. The dress looked better on Reina, and that was a fact. The Ai didn´t found that dress looking good on her anymore. “Maybe it´s just too beautiful for me.”

Ai didn´t notice she had said that out loud. Reina stopped posing.

“What did you just said?”

“Nothing! I was just mumbling… Maybe I just spaced out for a minute… ” Ai said, not sounding too convincing. Reina looked at her very seriously.

“I know Eri. That means I really know when someone is spacing out,” Reina said, making a yankii pose and staring at Ai, who started to feel very nervous. “I´m not stupid, you know? I heard what you said.”

“Reina, it’s nothing…” the leader started to say, but Reina was walking towards her. With that serious look on her face, she grabbed Ai by her hand and started to pull her. For a second Ai thought Reina was going to hit her or something worst, but it was nothing of the kind. Reina put Ai in front of the mirror, and standing right behind her, looked at her through her reflection. Ai was still feeling very nervous, but the hard look on Reina´s face wasn’t there anymore.

“Look at yourself,” Reina said, while grabbing Ai by her shoulders. Ai did as she was told. Reina let her head repose on Ai shoulder, while she was watching also. “I don´t understand how you can even think this dress is too beautiful for you, when it is the other way around. YOU are too beautiful for it.”

Ai contemplated herself again. It was true; the dress looked good on her. Why couldn´t she believe it? Why didn´t she had some self-confidence? Why…

“You look gorgeous, Ai-chan,” Reina said in a whisper. “Why can´t you believe it? I´ve noticed that every time someone gives you a compliment you always say that it´s not true or you don´t even give a response. For a second I thought you were just too nervous to give an answer, but now I know that you don´t have confidence in what you can do.”

“That´s because I can´t do too many things…” Ai said, and this time her voice sounded very empty, like she was revealing something she didn´t want to admit. Reina gave her a serious look again.

“Ai-chan! A leader shouldn´t say, nor even think something like that!” Reina said very loudly. Then she noticed that Ai had a sad look on her face. “Gomen-nee,” she said as she moved her arms and hugged Ai by the waist. The hard look faded again.

“I´m not a good leader, I know that,” Ai said almost whispering.

“Don´t be silly. You are a great leader, Ai-chan. It´s just that you don´t believe you are.” Reina said, looking straight at Ai´s eyes through the mirror. “You have a great voice, you are so damn good at dancing, and you definitely look more than great on this dress.”

“You look better than me for sure!” Ai said, feeling better after Reina´s compliments.

“Well, I´m awesome, you know.” Reina said, and then she blinked at her own reflection. Ai laughed, feeling so much better now. She saw Reina´s reflection and smiled at her. It was great for her to have a very optimistic mate in that moment. Reina smiled back and hugged Ai more, letting her face repose on the girl´s shoulder again. Ai suddenly started to feel nervous, but that was not what was worrying her…

Why did she start to look so much at the girl behind her? Well, she already knew that Reina looked good on that dress, but why she just couldn´t stop looking? She just wanted to do it. She just wanted to see Reina´s slim but still good body. When did she grow like that? When did she become so… hot? Ai realized that way she was looking at Reina, the kind of thoughts that were forming on her mind… She knew it was wrong, but why was still doing it? Ai tried not to feel that way, but it was hard. Reina was really close to her, and Ai could actually feel her breathing on her neck. There weren´t that close to each other before. Ai was feeling more nervous. Suddenly she felt Reina´s hair touching her back, and the feeling she got was the most unexpected. She just started to tremble, since she never felt something like that before.

“Ai-chan, are you ok?” Reina asked, noticing Reina’s reaction. Come on, Ai, get a grip. GET A GRIP!, Ai screamed mentally to herself, in order to give a proper response, but Reina was so close… It was too much for her…

Fortunately for her, a knock on the door arrived to her help. A voice sounded from outside.

“Tanaka-san, Takahashi-san, they are waiting for you!”

“WE´RE COMING!” Ai screamed too loud, and just walked very fast to the door. Reina just gave her a weird look, and started to walk behind her.

*

Ai really thought the photo shoot was going to help her forget all those absurd and inappropriate thoughts about Reina, but she was very, very wrong.

Reina was still there. Not too close as before, but that was not the problem. Well, it was a photo shoot, so obviously there was a photographer. If you add Tanaka Reina to that equation, you will get one hell of a sexy photoshoot. Everybody knows how Reina loves being in front of a camera, and she really gives her best when posing or smiling. This time, it was supposed to be a cute shoot, but well, even Reina could make cute with a big touch of sexiness. Her smile was so radiant, just like her eyes. Ai just couldn´t stop looking at her, while she was just moving around like a gracious swan. She was so pretty, with that hairstyle, that beautiful face, those tempting lips…

Ai shook her head furiously. Bad Ai, BAD AI.

“Ok, now we need a photo with the two of you,” the photographer said, waving at Ai. Well, it was inevitable, so she just walked towards Reina and stood next to her. Reina smiled at her, but Ai tried not to look at her. For some reason, she knew that if she looked at Reina too much, she would do something she would regret. In order to avoid any incident, she kept her distance and tried to stay calm. Reina made her a signal to come over, but she just ignored it. With a simple pose, she just waited the instructions of the photographer. Reina stared at Ai for a second, like trying to read something on her eyes, but then she just looked away and started to pose for the camera.

After the one-hour session, they were told to get change for the main photo of the session. Ai felt relieved because it was almost over. Also Reina didn´t say anything or complain to her, so she guessed that her attitude wasn´t rude at all. All that stupid thoughts about Reina started to banish. What had caused them? Ai didn´t knew, she didn´t want to find out either. The two of them rushed to the dressing room in order to change their outfits. Ai entered with a smile, but when the door closed it a loud noise, she knew that she had miscalculated something.

Care to tell me what the hell is wrong with you?” Reina asked while she grabbed Ai´s arm. Reina was in that moment just as scary as Nakazawa. “One moment you feel great, then you get nervous, and now you are ignoring me in front of everybody? Geez, what´s your problem Takahashi?”

Oh, Ai thought. When Reina starts to use family names, she is REALLY pissed. But damn, even when she is angry, she is still hot… No! Bad Ai, BAD AI. She was about to get her head ripped off by Reina, but she just couldn´t stop having those thoughts. That was just too surreal for her…

“I´m just feed up, you know? I really like you Takahashi, but this is just too much considering that before the shoot I tried my best to make you feel good. If you don´t want to talk to me, then I won´t talk to you either!” and saying that, Reina got behind the curtain to change her clothes.

Ai just couldn´t figure out what to say. She knew Reina wasn´t going to listen to her. She knew that even though she tried her best to improve things, she just made everything worst. Just for some stupid thoughts? What, she was just so out of control that she just couldn´t restrain herself? One hour ago they were having a happy moment in that same room, and now it was all going to hell. And it was all her fault. She just stood there for a minute, and not knowing what else to do, she just started to get changed.

Ai finished dressing up, but in the mood she was, she didn´t even look at herself in the mirror. She was feeling kind of desperate. What could she do? She got close to the curtain, and even though she knew there would be no answer, she started to talk.

“Tanakachi?”

There was only silence as answer.

“Reina-chan?”

Nothing. For some reason, she started to feel pain in her chest.

“Will you talk to me, Reina-chan?”

But there was no response at all. That pain got deeper and deeper.

“Reina…”

Then she couldn´t speak at all. Not knowing why, she started to cry. The feeling in her heart was very intense. Why was she feeling like this? Somehow she knew the answer, but she thought it was all her imagination. But those tears… were very real.

The curtain opened very fast, and a warm hand grabbed Ai´s face and started to clean her tears.

“Oh, Ai-chan,” Reina said, while whipping all of the girl´s tears.

“I´m s… so sorry, Tanakachi…” Ai started to mumble, but the tears just kept on coming. Reina smiled at her, and keep cleaning Ai´s face with her fingers.

“It´s ok. Maybe I was too harsh on you.”

“No… It was my entire fault… It wasn´t fair to treat you like that… Not even letting you know what was going on…”

“Hush… It´s alright… I know what´s going on…”

Ai looked at Reina with her eyes wide open. How did she…?

“All your problems… Your lack of confidence… The fact that you don´t believe in yourself… There´s a reason for that, right?”

Ai was confused. Reina was talking of a very different issue… Wait, did she really know…?

“It´s all because of Yossy, right?”

“How did you…?”

“I saw the way you used to look at her. The way you always muttered to yourself how much you wanted to be like her, the way you treated her… You really loved her, didn´t you?”

Ai blushed. How come Reina was so perceptive? She felt like she was an open book and anyone could guess what she was feeling. It was the true as much as she would like to deny it. That sad feeling she was carrying with her was because of Yossy, but no one knew that but her… and of course Reina. More tears appeared on her face, but Reina cleaned them up quickly.

“It´s ok, Ai-chan,” she said. ”Sometimes that kind of pain leads us to do things that may not be right… Or could hurt the one closer to us…”

“I´m really sorry…” Ai cried out. “It wasn´t my intention…”

“And I said it´s ok… I understand…”

“No, actually you don’t…”

Reina looked at her, very confused. What the hell am I doing?, Ai thought, but she needed to get everything out of her system. For her own sake, she had to do it.

“You are right about the reason for not believing in myself and everything… But that is not the real reason why I was ignoring you… ” Ai said, but noticing Reina´s I-don´t-get-it expression, she tried to be clearer. “I mean, Yossy was not on my mind when I was doing that…”

“No? Then what was in that head of yours?” Reina asked, trying to get to an answer.

Ai tried to say it. She really tried. But then she noticed that she was so close to Reina. She was so close to that pretty face of hers, being looked by those cat-like eyes, almost breathing the same air… So close to those tempting and sexy lips… She tried to say something, but instead she found herself kissing Reina. It was just an instant, but Ai just couldn´t stop herself anymore. She grabbed Reina by the neck, and just kept on kissing her. Suddenly, she noticed what she was doing, and stopped very abruptly. She took some steps back, while covering her face in disbelief. Reina was looking at her, completely shocked.

“Oh my god! OH MY GOD! I´m so sorry, Reina!” Ai started to mumble, feeling so embarrassed. She wanted to say something, to excuse herself in some way. Reina just kept looking at her. Suddenly she just walked over Ai, who was scared as hell. Reina grabbed her arm, and pulled her very close. Her eyes were filled with anger… and passion?

“No way you are leaving me like this, Ai-chan,” she whispered in such a way that Ai felt she was going to explode. Reina got closer and closer. “Not after that kiss… and definitely not when you look so damn sexy…”

Ai started to tremble. Reina was talking to her ear, her lips almost touching her. This is wrong, Ai thought… But if it was wrong, why did it feel so good? Reina grabbed her from her waist, and Ai could feel how their legs made contact. Reina´s skin was so smooth, like velvet. Ai started to play with the girl´s hair, trying not to lose control again. Not that she didn´t wanted this to happen, but she thought it was better to wait for the right moment. She needed to talk, to calm herself down somehow.

“Hey, lying to me won´t get you a free pass, you know?” Ai said, about the being sexy thing.

“Oh my gosh, how many times do I have to do this?” Reina said very desperate. She took Ai and made her look at herself in the mirror. She was wearing a two-piece silver dress, with a very light top and a very short skirt. Reina looked at her, with her eyes filled with desire.

“You look so damn hot, Ai-chan… So hot you are making me sweat…” She whispered to Ai´s ear, in a very sensual way. Her hands were playing with the girl´s belly, which happened to be a very sensitive part of Ai´s body. The leader just started to melt…

“You look very sexy too…” Ai said, trying not to let a whimper go away. Reina was wearing a one-piece golden dress, also with a very short skirt. Ai´s hand started to play with the ends of the dress, caressing Reina´s thigh with the tip of her fingers. “I have always found you very sexy… That´s what has been on my mind…”

“Well, you know I have something on my mind right now,” Reina said, while she was getting close to Ai´s face.

“What is that?” Ai asked, as she closed her eyes and her lips were near Reina´s.

“That we are lucky they gave us short-skirt dresses,” Reina said, before their lips made contact, and their hearts fused in passion and desire. Luckily, there was still time.

*

Ai grabbed the magazine as she closed the door of her apartment. She was looking for the newspaper, but she just left it on the floor. While walking into the kitchen, she tore the plastic bag and started to search inside the magazine. When she found it, she seated on a chair and looked very curious. There it was the central picture, with Reina and her. She was really surprised, looking how good the picture had turn out. The pose, the lighting, their expressions, it was really a great job. But only if you looked very closely at those eyes, you would imagine what they were really feeling at that moment. Ai smiled, realizing it was a great picture. Reina was really hot… But she was even hotter.

“How are you felling today?” Reina asked, as she came behind Ai and kiss her in the cheek.

“Sexy,” Ai said, before she gave Reina a very passionate kiss. And she would never feel any other way.

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Thanks to Yankii Heart for helping me correcting this fanfic. You are awesome!!! *__*

Unexpected Whisper - part II

She felt so small in that room…

As she closed the door, Hitomi tried to take a deep breath and control all her emotions, as wild and disordered as they were. Many minutes passed by and she just stood still, like she was waiting for something to happen. Actually, she was feeling all her body going numb, and despite all her efforts she just couldn´t move at all. Her head was about to explode, with many thoughts appearing and going, going and growing, growing and disappearing, just like someone doing a desperate brainstorm with her mind. How could she get over it? There was no answer to that, and even if there was one, she didn´t knew it at that endlessly sour moment.

The darkness became everything, since she didn´t turn on the lights. She thought it was better in that way, not being able to see anything so her mind could get a break. Just her, and nothing else. But the many things on her head just kept on, pushing her nervousness to become despair. She wanted so badly to think on nothing, but instead she got more pressure, more pain. Her body wasn´t responding, so she just stood right there so close to her apartments´ door, with nothing else to do. So broken inside, it was just a matter of time before she felt all the weight on heart, and in that situation she didn´t knew what could happen. It´s was too scary for her.

“I don´t want to think…”

She wanted to fight… Feel better…

“I don’t want to think…”

It was too hard for her…

“I want to clear my mind…”

It was too much…

“I want this to stop…”

It was just impossible…

“STOP!”

But the feeling didn´t go away. She felt sad that in the end, it was all her fault…

She felt so small in that room… So lonely…

Susurro Inusitado - parte 1

¿Cuánto tiempo había pasado desde que se inicio todo? A veces ella lo olvidaba, para luego recordarlo con más intensidad. Pero la sensación de aquel día, sabía ella, nunca se iría. Estaba muy dentro de su piel, y ahí se quedaría.

Era la primera vez que la cuarta generación asistía a Utaban. Claro, ellas habían visto el programa mucho antes, pero estar frente a las cámaras era una cosa muy distinta. A pesar de los nervios, disfrutó mucho la grabación, sobre todo cuando hicieron bajar una reja para dividir a las nuevas integrantes de las antiguas (o viejas, como les decía Nakai). Cuando les preguntaron quien era la miembro que les daba miedo, ella voto por Yasuda. Lo hizo por divertirse un poco, además de que era obvio que las otras tres votarían por Nakazawa. Sin embargo, pudo entrever que Rika también estaba presionando el botón de Yasuda. Cuando notó que Hitomi la estaba observando, sonrió de manera cómplice. Hitomi supuso que Rika votaba a conciencia, ya que era quien estaba más cerca a Yasuda. Sucedió lo mismo cuando les preguntaron quien era la que ya debería graduarse, ya que votaron por Nakazawa. Aquella fue la primera vez que Hitomi sintió cierta compenetración con Rika, y se sintió bien. Aunque también fue la primera vez que noto lo pronunciada que Rika tenía la barbilla, cosa que la mantuvo sonriendo durante muchos días.

Luego de la grabación del programa, todo Morning Musume. se dirigió a la agencia para coordinar la programación de presentaciones para la próxima semana, además de recoger los guiones para las grabaciones de Hello! Morning. Después de una reunión de más de dos horas, cada una se dirigió a alistarse para poder recrearse durante el tiempo libre que tenían hasta poder ir a sus hogares. Hitomi se quedo conversando con Rika, Aibon y Nono sobre la presentación en Utaban. Ya viendo que era hora de irse, todas se retiraron a cambiarse. Justo cuando estaba lista para irse, Hitomi miro a su alrededor y se dio cuenta de que Yaguchi había olvidado su guion sobre una de las mesas en los camerinos. Como tenía planeado irse junto con sus compañeras de generación, decidió ir rápido en busca de su tutora para entregarle el guion. Rika la acompaño, pensando que no demorarían mucho.

Sin embargo Yaguchi no parecía estar en ningún lugar. Buscaron por todos lados, hasta que se les ocurrió volver a la sala donde habían tenido su reunión. Hitomi se dio cuenta de que la puerta estaba cerrada, pero justo cuando estaba a punto de abrirla de golpe, oyó una voz viviendo desde dentro, e inmediatamente reconoció que era Nakazawa.

-Pensé que ya no te iba a encontrar.

Hitomi se quedo estática por un momento. Rika no entendía la actitud de su compañera, pero al notar que había gente adentro no hizo ningún movimiento. Hitomi no estaba buscando chismosear, pero noto algo extraño en el tono de voz de Nakazawa, por lo cual pensó que debía esperar un poco antes de tocar y anunciarse. Entonces escucho la voz de Yaguchi, la cual parecía algo contrariada.

-¡Ah, Yuuchan! Solo estaba buscando mi guion, no sé donde lo he dejado.

Hitomi creyó que esa era la mejor oportunidad para tocar, pero cuando reposo levemente su mano sobre la puerta, se dio cuenta de que no estaba cerrada. Sin hacer ruido, noto que se abría unos centímetros, dejando una abertura por la cual ella y Rika podían ver lo que pasaba en el interior de aquella habitación. Yaguchi estaba de pie cerca a la mesa en el centro del cuarto, mientras que Nakazawa se acercaba lentamente hacia ella.

-Vaya noche, ¿verdad?

El tono de voz de Nakazawa era bastante amable, hasta se podía decir que dulce. Hitomi sabía que no debía estar observando a sus sempais, y al parecer Rika pensaba lo mismo, pues empezaba a jalarla del brazo para que se retiraran. Pero Hitomi se encontró llena de una inusitada curiosidad, y no pensaba irse sin saber que era lo que estaba pasando.

Yaguchi miraba detenidamente a Nakazawa, a pesar de que tenía que alzar la vista para verla a los ojos. Hitomi también noto un brillo en sus ojos, lo cual le hizo seguir observando, sin prestarle atención a los gesto que Rika le hacía para que se fueran.

-Sí, vaya noche… Las grabaciones de Utaban siempre son un acontecimiento… Pero no me esperaba el mensaje de Sayaka…

Nakazawa estaba frente a Yaguchi, tan cerca que Hitomi pensó por un momento que su tutora haría un movimiento para alejarse. Sin embargo, Yaguchi no solo no se alejo, sino que también se acerco. Entonces Nakazawa noto algo y rápidamente cogió la mano de Yaguchi.

-¿Qué te paso en el dedo?

Su voz era de preocupación absoluta. Hitomi pudo ver que el dedo índice de Yaguchi estaba algo hinchado. Yaguchi estaba bastante sonrojada.

-Oh, no es nada…

Nakazawa acerco la mano de Yaguchi a su rostro, tratando de observarla con detenimiento.

-¿Acaso te golpeaste con la reja de Utaban cuando la agite?

Yaguchi parecía no querer darle importancia. Se le notaba avergonzada, pero igual asintió con la cabeza. Nakazawa puso una voz triste.

-Oh, no… ¿Acaso le hice daño a mi pequeña Yaguchi?

Entonces Nakazawa cogió el dedo de Yaguchi y sin más le dio un beso. Hitomi hizo todo lo posible para contener la sorpresa, y a juzgar de que ya nadie le agitaba el brazo, Rika también estaba observando todo detenidamente. Nakazawa beso prolongadamente el dedo de Yaguchi, mientras que esta parecía no poder contener semejante gesto. Hitomi vio como la lengua de Nakazawa lamia lentamente cada rincón de piel al cual podía acceder, desde la punta hasta la base, yendo directamente hacia el centro de la palma de la mano. Yaguchi entonces lanzo un gemido, y Hitomi podía notar que se relamía los labios con mucho gusto. Nakazawa acerco la mano de Yaguchi a su rostro, buscando una caricia. Su mirada era el deseo puro, algo que Hitomi no había visto antes.

-Mi pequeña Yaguchi…

Sin más, Nakazawa cogió de la cintura a Yaguchi y le dio un apasionado beso. Por un momento fue divertido ver que Nakazawa tenía que inclinarse para alcanzar los labios de Yaguchi, pero de ahí todo se volvió bastante serio. Yaguchi se aferro al cuello de Nakazawa, mientras que seguían besándose como si fueran a morir al dejar de hacerlo. Nakazawa cogió suavemente la cintura de su acompañante, y de un solo movimiento la alzo, para luego dejarla reposar sobre la mesa. Sus labios no se separaban, aunque sus manos trazaban otra historia. Nakazawa intentaba quitarle la capucha, mientras que Yaguchi le desbotonaba lentamente la blusa. Nakazawa termino primero, y solo en ese instante el beso concluyo. Sus manos empezaron a tantear sobre el pequeño polo que Yaguchi vestía, para luego de un solo movimiento quitárselo. Hitomi pudo contemplar los senos de su tutora, ocultos bajo un sujetador simple de color blanco. Nakazawa la miro unos instantes, mientras que empezó ella misma a quitarse la blusa. Yaguchi no dijo nada, y simplemente se quito el sujetador lo más rápido que pudo.

Hitomi ya no sabía qué hacer en esos momentos, pero estaba segura de que no se movería de ahí hasta que todo concluyese. Tenía mucha curiosidad de ver el rostro de Rika, siendo ella toda calmada y correcta, pero sentía que si se daba la vuelta se perdería de lo que sucedía en aquella habitación. Su corazón latía fuerte ante la posibilidad de ser descubiertas, pero la verdad eso no le importaba mucho mientras pudiera ver algo más. Entonces se dio cuenta que era la primera vez que se sentía excitada, de los pies a la cabeza. No tuvo miedo, era la sensación más cómoda y gratificante que había tenía en su corta vida. Además no tenía tiempo para pensar, solo quería observar.

Ahora Nakazawa tenía sus manos debajo de la falda de Yaguchi. Poco a poco fue jalando la ropa interior, mientras frotaba las vigorosas piernas de su amante. Yaguchi frotaba el rostro de Nakazawa, acercándose a su cabello y jugando con el, como tratando de desfogar de alguna manera toda la excitación que la llenaba. Nakazawa cogió la ropa interior y jugó un momento con ella, acercándose a su rostro para olerla. Luego volvió a besar a Yaguchi, dejándose caer sobre ella, y sus senos hicieron contacto. Hitomi vio claramente como se frotaban entre si, provocando erección en los pezones de ambas. Yaguchi volvió a aferrarse al cuello de su compañera, mientras que la aprisionaba con sus piernas, acercándose más aun si es que era posible. Los gemidos entre ellas se hicieron más intensos, a la larga que sus movimientos eran cada vez más rudos.

Nakazawa se quito la falda de un tirón, dejándose ver una ropa interior negra bastante ligera y sexy. Ambas estaban casi desnudas sobre la mesa, aun frotándose y besándose de manera más salvaje. Yaguchi parecía añorar demasiado los besos de Nakazawa, sobre todo por las señales de protesta que hacía con sus gemidos cuando su compañera de alejaba. Pero pronto dejo de chistar, cuando sintió los labios de su amante sobre sus senos, mientras que una de sus manos retomaba terreno debajo de su falda. Entonces Yaguchi empezó a temblar y a morderse los labios, tratando de contener lo que parecía ser un grito desesperado.

Hitomi perdió por un momento la concentración al sentir que la mano de Rika se aferraba con fuerza a la suya. Presintió que era la señal para que se fueran, pero Hitomi no hacía caso. La visión que tenia ante si era demasiado atrayente, y no quería perder si un solo instante. Rika volvió a presionar con fuerza su mano, a la par de hacer unos movimientos con los dedos, pero Hitomi no dio señales de darse cuenta, tan absorta en su voyeurismo. Entonces Rika la soltó.

-No puedo solo seguir observando. Vámonos.

Hitomi no dijo nada. El calor que salía de su propio cuerpo le indicaba que aquel era el único lugar donde quería estar.

-Nos están esperando.

Pero la voz seria de Rika no hacia efecto en Hitomi. Entonces, sin más, Rika se dio media vuelta, y se alejo del lugar. Hitomi entendía a la perfección. Aquella escena era demasiado para la tan formal y modesta Rika Ishikawa. No dijo nada, y simplemente se acerco un poco más al notar que Nakazawa jugaba muy concienzudamente en la entrepierna de Yaguchi, quien ya no podía contener sus delirantes gemidos. Volvieron a besarse, y luego los labios de Nakazawa fueron a reposar sobre el pecho de Yaguchi, besando sus senos por todos y cada uno de sus rincones. Dejo para el final los pezones, los cuales beso cual si fueran la cosa más dulce del mundo. Yaguchi ya no podía más, y sus gemidos se volvieron más fuertes, a la par que su cuerpo se agitaba sin control. Estaba rendida a los pies de Nakazawa.

-Yuuchan…

Hitomi entonces sintió que alguien volvía a coger su mano. Sonrió para sí misma al pensar que Rika había vuelto sobre sus pasos para ver como terminaba la escena, pero cuando noto que alguien la cogía suavemente de la cintura, sintió un escalofrió que le erizo toda la piel.

-Ssshh… No hagas ruido.

El escalofrió en Hitomi se hizo más intenso al reconocer la voz de la persona que estaba muy cerca de ella. Claro, había estado deseando estar tan cerca de ella, pero no en una situación como aquella. Sintió como los labios hablaban muy cerca de su oído, casi rozándolos.

-Silencio… No dejes de mirar…

Hitomi no necesitaba que se lo dijeran. Aun si alguien estaba ahí con ella, la curiosidad podía más, y necesitaba ver el final de la escena. Pero valgan verdades, cada segundo le hacía ver que tal vez debería haberse ido con Rika. Se sentía partida en dos, ya que quería y a la vez no quería estar ahí. Sin embargo la otra persona se acerco mucho mas a ella, y con el susurro que lanzo a su odio, pareció sacarle de sus pensamientos.

-No dejes de mirar…

Hitomi hizo caso. Ahora Nakazawa tenía a Yaguchi sobre si. Sus cuerpos ahora completamente desnudos parecían uno solo mientras se movían. El sudor se acumulaba y de deslizaba sobre la piel, haciéndola brillar. Yaguchi cogió la pierna de Nakazawa y la alzo hasta hacer que se apoye en su hombro, poniendo sus pelvis a contacto pleno. Suavemente Nakazawa empezó a moverse, agitando las caderas a la par con su amante. Hitomi pudo ver como las vaginas de ambas, tan húmedas y rojas por la fricción, se encontraban y se rozaban con lentitud al inicio, para luego pasar a ser parte de un movimiento frenético y salvaje.

Entonces Hitomi lo sintió. Corriendo desde su interior como una fuerza completamente impulsiva, desde su corazón bajo como un rayo hasta el estomago un calor inusitado. Entonces dio un golpe, y más rápido aun bajo mas. Para cuando intento evitarlo, ya era muy tarde. Se le habían tensado los hombros, sus manos se agitaron para luego hacerse puños y le temblaron las piernas. El hilo de liquido se deslizo por su muslo, dando una vuelta curiosa a la altura de su rodilla para terminar cayendo por su talón. Estaba húmeda, muy húmeda. Nunca antes se había sentido así, y en verdad le gustaba la sensación. Su mano instintivamente intento acercarse a la parte húmeda, pero otra mano había llegado más rápido y sin su consentimiento.

-Ssshh…

Hitomi sintió como los dedos se acercaban por debajo de su falda, ingresando en su ropa interior para palpar plenamente la zona tan excitada. Tuvo miedo, pero a la vez no se aguantaba las ganas de sentir más en ese instante. Los dedos tocaron suavemente aquellos labios, mientras que sentía ligeros besos en el cuello que le hacían estremecer. Quiso cerrar los ojos, pero la voz detrás de ella le susurro mientras le lamia el oído.

-No dejes de mirar.

Y no lo hizo. En la habitación, Yaguchi y Nakazawa se encontraban en un baile de locura y placer. Sus cuerpos se movían muy intensamente, y sus rostros no podían contener tanto goce. Los gemidos pasaron a ser muy fuertes, hasta convertirse en gritos plenos a todo pulmón. Hitomi pudo observar como Yaguchi se mordía los labios con fuerza mientras se aferraba a la pierna de Nakazawa, quien simplemente miraba fijamente a su amante. Al parecer, ella era la que estaba en más control, mientras que Yaguchi parecía embebida de pasión. Claro que ella no era la única, ya que Hitomi aunque observaba, seguía más atenta a los movimientos que se daban en su entrepierna. Los dedos dejaron de jugar fuera, y empezaron a introducirse de a poco, sin mucha prisa. Mientras que en aquella mesa dos mujeres se amaban locamente, en aquella puerta ella se sentía más que ansiosa en mucha calma. Nunca se imagino en esa posición. Nunca.

Entonces los gritos sobre la mesa se mezclaron en un gemido profundo, largo y desesperado. Hitomi pudo ver como ambos cuerpos se congelaban, casi como si fueran a explotar, para luego descontrolarse en muchos movimientos erráticos. Yaguchi salto sobre si misma mientras gemía, como si en su cuerpo la corriente interior hubiera llegado al descontrol. Sus piernas se abrieron y de pronto se dejo caer hacia atrás, boca arriba. Entonces Hitomi vio claramente como su pelvis simplemente se hinchó, para luego lanzar un largo chorro que cayó sobre el cuerpo desnudo de Nakazawa, quien parecía esperar dicha reacción. Solo segundos después, Hitomi sintió que sus muslos se humedecían hasta las rodillas. No solo había visto por primera vez a una mujer eyaculando, sino que ella también lo había hecho. Demasiado para una noche.

Yaguchi se tambaleo un poco, pero con algo de esfuerzo se acerco a Nakazawa para darle un beso largo y tendido. Ambos cuerpos desnudos se quedaron reposando juntos, mientras que ambas se jugaban con el cabello y seguían dándose besos. Hitomi encontró la escena bastante tierna después de semejante despliegue de sexualidad. Aquella mesa soportaba los restos de una demostración plena de pasión, y por un momento parecía que no había nada más que felicidad plena. Hitomi sonrió mientras volvía a juntar la puerta, en espera de las palabras que quería decirle a su acompañante, pero al darse la vuelta no encontró a nadie. Confundida, extrañada, y sintiéndose de muchas maneras, Hitomi trato de asimilar todo, pero no pudo hacerlo. Después de unos minutos en aquel pasillo de la agencia, no atino a nada más que tratar de recobrar el equilibro e irse. Demasiado para una noche. Demasiado para ella.

Demasiado… Y aun así, le gusto mucho.

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Todo fue un sueño, pensó Hitomi a la mañana siguiente. Llego a la agencia y trato de mantener el buen humor de siempre. No había razón para sentirse o actuar diferente, pensó ella, y se sintió segura y confiada. Al menos, así estuvo hasta que se cruzo con Yaguchi al entrar a los vestidores, y se le subieron todos los colores al rostro. La respuesta de Hitomi a su saludo fue torpe, pero la cosa se puso peor cuando vio a Nakazawa acercándose. Sin más, huyo del lugar, sintiéndose demasiado nerviosa. Entro al baño, y luego de remojarse en exceso el rostro, se miro al espejo pensando que nada volvería a ser igual.

-¿Pesadillas?

Hitomi volteo asustada, pero se relajo al ver a Rika sonriéndole.

-No, solo…

-¿Estas nerviosa por lo de anoche?

-¿Tu no lo estás?

-Un poco, pero no creo que sea algo para ponerme nerviosa cada vez que las vea.

Hitomi se sorprendió bastante por la practicidad de Rika. No era algo que esperaba de ella.

-No sé si se me pasara.

-Se te tiene que pasar. Recuerda, somos todas parte del mismo grupo, y estaremos un buen tiempo juntas. Además, si te pones nerviosa simplemente acércate a mí y podemos conversar. No es como si estuvieras sola con ellas todo el tiempo.

Las palabras de Rika reconfortaron a Hitomi. Se sintió aliviada de que Rika fuera su compañera, ya que a pesar de sus diferencias sabía que podía contar con ella para lo que necesitara. Ambas se sonrieron, y sin más salieron del baño. Hitomi se sentía bien…

Pero cuando salieron, se encontraron con Yasuda, quien tenía una sonrisa en la cara.

-¿Adivina que, Hitomi-chan? ¡Eres la nueva miembro de Pucchimoni!

Hitomi sonrió a Yasuda. No había pensando que tan rápidamente la pondrían en una unidad, lo cual le parecía emocionante. Mientras que Yasuda de alejaba con Rika, Hitomi trataba de pensar en que a pesar de cualquier cosa, era muy feliz siendo parte de Morning Musume., ya que tenía muchas oportunidades para hacer lo que le gustaba. Y ahora que sería parte de una nueva unidad…

Pero los pensamientos felices de Hitomi se pusieron un momento en pausa. ¿Pucchimoni?

-Ya oí las buenas noticas…

La voz vino detrás de ella, y Hitomi la reconoció inmediatamente. Maki Goto se acercó por detrás de ella, la abrazo y le susurro suavemente al oído.

- Pasaremos más tiempo juntas… Qué bueno… Podríamos repetir lo de anoche…

Maki se mordió el labio, y luego se alejo en dirección a los vestidores. Hitomi se quedo en una pieza, recién recordando la parte más intensa del incidente de la noche anterior. Le regreso todo el nerviosismo al cuerpo, y no sabía qué hacer. Pero cuando noto que las piernas le temblaban y aquel calor interior volvía a aparecer, se dio cuenta de sus verdaderos sentimientos sobre la situación.

En el fondo, se sentía feliz. Asustada, si… Pero feliz. Sin más, se acerco a los vestidores, sabiendo que el viaje en la montaña rusa recién comenzaba.